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Hi everyone! I just have finished one of these Christmas movies that you know from the very first start that they are going to have a wonderful end. I don't really know why I like them so much, maybe it's because I know everything's gonna be alright. But the truth is I really really love Christmas, it is definitely my favourite time of the year.  This makes me think about my future, not in a logical way, but in a dreamy one. I like to think that I am not the typical teenager (if I am still one) who dreams about having the perfect house, with the perfect husband and the perfect kids. But deep deep inside me there's this tiny tiny spark that says maybe it wouldn't be that bad. Don't get me wrong I still want to be an independent and strong woman who sails the seas for months, but are they incompatible things?  Probably not as long as it is with the right person. Someone who is not intimidated by your success, who supports you unconditionally and who believes in yo...

  Hello everybody, It has been ages since I didn't write, but here I am in front of my bed not knowing what to say. I guess a lot has changed since I was that innocent girl of twelve years old. I don't even know why I keep writing in English instead of Spanish, but whatever, we are dying so it doesn't matter.  I guess we can create a safe space to talk about our feelings, or at least we can try. Okay,to sum up, I’m a twenty year old student at college, I have a great boyfriend, and my grades are pretty good, so at first everything seems to be perfect, but why don't I feel like that? I suppose it’s normal, and I have to recognise that not going out for days makes me crazy. Literally I am so nervous when I see my boyfriend that sometimes I don’t even know how to behave. And that's another point, I just allow myself to see my boyfriend because we are with restrictions where I live, and I feel the pressure to be able to contaminate my family, so just one person I say to...