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Chapter 3

 Today was my birthday, I celebrated with my family and my boyfriend, it was just the perfect meal, and taking into account that we are not the perfect family it is a lot. We have the perfect table, the perfect food, the perfect presents, just one thing was missing, my father, and before you think wrong my parents are divorced. It is just that I spoke to him and he seem sad, lonely, and while we were having this perfect time my mind could not helped and I thought how wonderful it could be this every Sunday, all together. But I guess it was not for me.  It is funny this thing of getting old, I don`t like it at all. I don`t mean to be twenty for ever but I am not a huge fun of being a lovely old woman. My plan it is just to live an incredible life at sea and then just follow my path to the other side. I am not afraid of death, don`t really know why. But when I think of my beloved ones I know this plan of mine is really selfish, so I am still working on it.  For the time being, I am going